ASSALAMUALAIKUM

Hello my little diary.

Can't believe that I get back to you when I thought life was really beautiful before. I thought I don't need my little diary anymore, write piece after piece, till I get my tears dry. You used to be the only place where I wrote all my sad feelings and all that happened to me. You hold the most precious memories, little diary. And now here I am, writing something to you again.

Little diary,

Have you ever been in a place where you don't know where to go, and you found no one except for yourself alone but with no soul anymore? Empty heart, selfless and hopeless.

Little diary,

Have you ever feel that no one actually cares when they say they do?

Little diary,

Have you ever think that the only thing you need now is just a hug from someone?

Little diary, I am truly hurt.

I am in a place where a lot of things keep coming to me, begging me to take care of them. I got them Little diary, but they keep messing around my head. All what I need is just someone, where I can share my thoughts and everything. I need someone who really care, who willingly, genuinely could help me to get rid of things inside my head.

Little diary,

I know what I need, I know what I want. But I know that it is pointless, no use for me to tell 'em what I am facing now. They couldn't do anything. All what they can do is just giving you the same words, the same advice all over again. It wouldn't change anything. They say they understand but they actually don't. They don't feel the same pain that I do.

Little diary,

Why life isn't fair when I thought my life was perfect?